you know the times when you feel lonely and bored and find the world  stupid that it is turning around but the time neither passes nor stops. you know the feeling  that you are flying , with the emptiness in your head then suddenly questions come in to your head. you know the times when you have  no country no religion no nothing at all, maybe a woman who stands lonely by herself trying to shout but  have no voice.
you know the feeling to be so not true but to be so right at the same time .
There are times in life when you wish there were only two colours , black and white, so that you wont be feeling in between, so that you can criticize. There are times that you want to feel white and put the blame on the men who were on the side of black and dark, but at the same time you know it makes no sense.

Life is not fair after all. Some movies are brainwashing  our minds. Where is the idea of love that romantic comedies are telling about.  you know the times you feel  there is no love in the world as the whole idea of love is about a moment.  Love is a nostalgie people are missing but eveyone knows inside 'there is no place in neither our minds nor our souls one can love another truely without trying to change with accepting only who they are. How can it be true love if we try to change and not accept.'  you know the feeling...